tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-46751534770876554042024-03-13T10:03:53.054-07:00Midnight SiestaArsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-48534042688424981992008-09-13T14:08:00.001-07:002008-09-13T14:08:39.785-07:00The bondThe bond<br /><br />Take my hand, into our new world<br />Open your eyes, for you are not forlorn<br />As every child, takes in his first breath<br />Helpless and shocked, mentally depressed<br />The new world is cruel, the new world is harsh<br />But then they see that smile, something stirs<br />A familiar touch, a fulfilling glow<br />That warm chest, always there to protect<br />With time, they start feeling the flow,<br />The flow of love, the flow of care, the flow of passion,<br />Those must be of a lovers mindset,<br />Late realization, is never a defectArsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-33090403087983705462008-08-14T16:35:00.000-07:002008-08-14T16:37:47.536-07:00The storm before the calmThe storm before the calm - a different poem, a new approach<br /><br />the world can see some change<br />it's time, a generation filled with rage<br />the curses stacked on us<br />from oppression comes the derranged<br />but also a greater many<br />a new revolutionary race<br />our blood boils with injustice<br />our fates, certain yet strange<br />we dreamt of far greater things<br />for the heirloom wasnt completely derailed<br />an inspiration to live and prosper<br />and willingly submit to his grace<br />for like us, they were once the new generation<br />looked down on for their degredation<br />man's ego filter's out self-judgment<br />But the others have many more mistakes!<br />look into yourself, there's the corruption<br />the wrong of our society is inside you<br />poisoning your heart, in a daze<br />what we need is a leader to unite us<br />selflessly teach and guide us<br />show us into ourselves<br />the path starts with a mirror<br />the truth liberates all ends<br />it's a cycle that's ever flowing<br />golden age to a has-been great<br />pass the role to the next contestant<br />we dream of power, we shall not share<br />tell me now, what about an age<br />where, united, we achieve the true golden<br />no contestants plotting away<br />to tear a title, we seflessly worked for<br />unto their lands, no longer vane<br />give me that world, and you can have my soul<br />i dream hard, and i dream longArsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-66719788644918706442008-06-03T13:47:00.000-07:002008-06-03T13:59:28.498-07:00The stars<p><span>How i miss that sparkle,<br />The endless carpet of light<br />Two stars transcended reality<br />Gazing deep into my life<br />My eyes lingered on them<br />Attached and deeply surprised<br />A treasure in my own skies<br />A light shining so bright<br />Amidst the black heights<br />The moon's face opens my eyes<br />My heart softens,<br />My tears delight<br />The days no less,<br />Glorious or bright,<br />The sun's warmth, blooms my life<br />Cleansing, pure blissful cries<br />The memories remain,<br />In my moments of darkness<br />Always missing your light</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></p> <p><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></p>Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-49361392337729639592008-04-19T02:58:00.000-07:002008-04-19T02:59:17.716-07:00Perhaps (Poem)If only words carried the coherence of my thoughts<br />perhaps, the curse would be lifted.<br /><br />If only light shone under those stairs<br />perhaps, the mind would have once more visited<br /><br />If only my eyes saw beyond yours<br />perhaps, things would again relate<br /><br />If only this pain didn't taste so sweet<br />perhaps, oh no, no need<br /><br />The answers are all clear, the path, wholely unseen<br />Ifluenced and guided, struggling to breathe<br /><br /><a href="http://midnightsiesta.blogspot.com/2007/12/in-your-shoes.html"><added></a>Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-85738782732854732342008-04-11T05:18:00.000-07:002008-04-11T05:19:28.913-07:00Untitled<a href="http://midnightsiesta.blogspot.com/2007/12/in-your-shoes.html">new poem(s)</a>Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com225tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-48810667686227644272008-02-04T10:15:00.000-08:002008-03-08T01:29:27.294-08:00TediumThere is a pleasure in the pathless woods;<br />There is a rapture on the lonely shore;<br />There is society, where none intrudes,<br />By the deep sea, and music in its road:<br />I love not man the less, but Nature more..<br /><br />- Lord Byron<br /><br />exactly how i feel.<br />--<br />My lack of posts. . hmm, ive been busy, surprisingly enough, NOT with university work, i've had none yet. but theres a lot on mind, lots of decisions, lots of thoughts. ah well.<br />perhaps later. perhaps not.<br /><br />Edit : I've updated <a href="http://midnightsiesta.blogspot.com/2007/11/music.html">Music</a> a few times, lots of new shit.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-59362925592210523082008-01-12T16:30:00.001-08:002008-01-12T16:30:14.360-08:00TiredIts 4:28 AM, i am tired, very tired.<br />My sister's wedding was yesterday, I wore a hitman suit (red tie,white shirt, rest black)<br />It was fun, awesome food, good pics, etc.<br />I am up late coz i am making a project for a friend -.-<br />very tired...Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-3101040834083761112008-01-06T13:16:00.000-08:002008-01-08T01:07:34.159-08:00UpdateI've been having a very busy and tiring week.. thus the lack of posts, going out, cs tournaments, sleeping. barely keeping up with myself, let alone keeping YOU up.<br /><br />Watched Death Sentence 2 days ago or so in the cinema, not a bad action movie, half decent story, but the last 20minutes wouldnt have been out of place in a malbari action movie.<br /><br />I re-discovered this awesome song by Tiesto, Olympic something, forgot its name, will check later when on pc, and add to Music.<br />Maybe i'll write a poem later tonight, just for the sake of it.<br /><br />I've been playing counter strike in European servers today, with some friends who live there, and some guys in Dubai, ~130ping, which is good enough to place decently, gaining a lot of experience from scrimming there, fun shit. maybe i'll be joining some cups soon.<br /><br />The weather today was really nice, finally a bit of cold and clouds after a week of intense sun and heat. i enjoyed cycling around in the cold wearing nothing but shorts and a t-shirt.<br /><br />My university is gonna start really soon, less than a month now.<br />Orientation and some events throughout the month. Cant say i am excited, but i am looking forward to this new atmosphere. The studies seem to be awfully tedious. that sucks. Specially the first year, which is common for all Engineering majors.<br /><br />I now have a new email address, wee.<br />finally decided my old one was too long, and made a new one, will be using both though. since all my accounts are registered on the old one, too much of a bother to change everything.<br />but i will be idling on msn with the new one.<br /><br />Double Alexandrian Apple is .....<br />fucking phenomenal..<br /><br />Thats it for now, BAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!eleven<br /><br />Edit : Wrote and posted a new Poem, i think its my worst yet. <a href="http://midnightsiesta.blogspot.com/2007/12/in-your-shoes.html">Click here</a><br /><br />Edit 2 : Came across this poem i saw online and loved :<br />"I am lying alone with my head on the phone<br />Thinking of you till it hurts<br />I know your hurt too but what else can we do.<br />Tormented and torn apart"<br /><br />Edit 3 : It turns out the above lines are from a song "All out of love" by Air SupplyArsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-24023615676163496782007-12-30T13:03:00.000-08:002008-01-08T01:11:46.476-08:00Unlocking Dubai<p>Like the 6th grader i was, playing Grand Theft Auto 3, trying to get across the bridge into the next city and unlocking more and more new places, I've been trying to unlock dubai as a cyclist, and today, the vision has become a reality. I have managed to make my way from Qusais to Sheikh Zayed Road on a single gear BMX bicycle. I have also made a great achievment in a more personal matter today, so its been a great day.</p><p><br />The weather was beautiful as always, the sunrise stunning as it could get, and the moon radient as its morning self can be. The chilling wind is a great way to wake up, along with a steaming cup of coffee. Its amazing how much work the RTA is doing these days, you cant go a block without seeing some roadwork and diversions, its really impressive albeit temporarily annoying, as the end product seems to be very promising.Sneaking into City Centre at 6:30 AM was a lot more fun than i imagined it would be, watching the beast being prepared for yet another day.<br /></p><p>The floating bridge truly is impressive, constructed in record time, has enough lanes to support a great number of cars, and with no vehicles over 2.5 Tonnes allowed, its always quite fast moving. Another great thing about it is that its pedestrian friendly, with side paths for pedestrians and bikes. The creek is a really beautiful place in the mornings, still as a mirror, with the beautiful rays of morning light reflecting gently on its smooth surface.<br />Being short on cash as i had left my wallet at home, i had 10dhs to get lunch, so i decided to try something, i bought a pack of 5 dates and a 500ml bottle of fresh milk and was amazed at how refreshing it was, after 6+ hours of cycling, and only a salad and juice for breakfast, it actually made me feel saturated and energised and i didnt feel hungry again until 7pm or so.<br />Overall, it was a great day, physical endurance, experimental eating, experiencing nature. I had my fill of new stuff for the week, advanced happy new year everyone, although i dont see the point in celebrating a new year, since its a new year everyday.</p>Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-60098616672259900272007-12-22T13:51:00.000-08:002008-08-14T16:37:20.788-07:00PoemsThe storm before the calm<br /><br />the world can see some change<br />it's time, a generation filled with rage<br />the curses stacked on us<br />from oppression comes the derranged<br />but also a greater many<br />a new revolutionary race<br />our blood boils with injustice<br />our fates, certain yet strange<br />we dreamt of far greater things<br />for the heirloom wasnt completely derailed<br />an inspiration to live and prosper<br />and willingly submit to his grace<br />for like us, they were once the new generation<br />looked down on for their degredation<br />man's ego filter's out self-judgment<br />But the others have many more mistakes!<br />look into yourself, there's the corruption<br />the wrong of our society is inside you<br />poisoning your heart, in a daze<br />what we need is a leader to unite us<br />selflessly teach and guide us<br />show us into ourselves<br />the path starts with a mirror<br />the truth liberates all ends<br />it's a cycle that's ever flowing<br />golden age to a has-been great<br />pass the role to the next contestant<br />we dream of power, we shall not share<br />tell me now, what about an age<br />where, united, we achieve the true golden<br />no contestants plotting away<br />to tear a title, we seflessly worked for<br />unto their lands, no longer vane<br />give me that world, and you can have my soul<br />i dream hard, and i dream long <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">The stars<br /></span><br />How i miss that sparkle,<br />The endless carpet of light<br />Two stars transcended reality<br />Gazing deep into my life<br />My eyes lingered on them<br />Attached and deeply surprised<br />A treasure in my own skies<br />A light shining so bright<br />Amidst the black heights<br />The moon's face opens my eyes<br />My heart softens,<br />My tears delight<br />The days no less,<br />Glorious or bright,<br />The sun's warmth, blooms my life<br />Cleansing, pure blissful cries<br />The memories remain,<br />In my moments of darkness<br />Always missing your light<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />Elements</span><br /><br />An ongoing contradiction<br />My drive, opposed and afloat<br />A catalyst could save face and time<br />But Ive run out of catalysts this time<br />To trust my nature with the outcome<br />Perhaps the gamble will fruit<br />Hoping the desire strengthens what was once weak<br />The sleepless nights witness<br />The passage of time substantiates<br />Opportunities don't last forever<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Perhaps</span><br /><br />If only words carried the coherence of my thoughts<br />perhaps, the curse would be lifted.<br />If only light shone under those stairs<br />perhaps, the mind would have once more visited<br />If only my eyes saw beyond yours<br />perhaps, things would again relate<br />If only this pain didn't taste so sweet<br />perhaps, oh no, no need<br />The answers are all clear, the path, wholely unseen<br />Ifluenced and guided, struggling to breathe<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Solitary Transit</span><br /><br />When your trapped in that short time lapse<br />watching everything around you just collapse<br />you want it gone, though you want it bad<br />confusion, pain. you just wish its back.<br />some people never learn,<br />others give up fast.<br />The pursuit of a dream<br />a vision, the past<br />when failure's a passion<br />a longing, don't ask.<br />bygone and unknown<br />all that i ask,<br />a single request,<br />let me forget, let me rest.<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />Equilibrium</span><br /><br />The black road stretches,<br />Two forks, glistening waves<br />The snow, pure<br />White, unforgiving<br />The delicate trees,<br />Predictable curves, slender branches<br />No loose ends, no imperfections<br />Two sides, two oceans<br />black, moonlit ripples<br />deep, ensnaring<br />elusive, forbidden<br />My locked utopia<br />Unlock<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Psychedelic Paranoia</span><br /><br />Like a mother’s urge,<br />The clouds cover<br />The sun, submerged<br />Light stutters<br />A black gleam,<br />Tender skies<br />Nightmares, dreams<br />Distant cries<br />Fear, every paralyzing<br />Paranoia, shiver enticing<br />Loud Thuds, invisible assailant<br />Wild thugs, distant conveyers<br />The pain of others<br />Confused, Troubled, Stressed<br />Constantly differently expressed<br />Characters speak for themselves<br />Let it out or keep it opressed<br />Experience the pain, depressed<br />The answer is simple<br />Life is short<br />Just like a pimple<br />It wont last long<br />Worry about it,<br />And time is gone<br />Let it be,<br />and it will be worn <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">In your shoes</span><br /><br />An unspoken sympathy<br />at days ruthless apathy<br />pinged but never ponged<br />a love that can cross oceans<br />a rejection that defies motion<br />hope, not yet lost<br />so much for surface tensionfor<br />this one's truly lost<br />a section once undetermined<br />blinded, reprimanded<br />deaf but to one thought<br />now . a mere crater<br />empty, for years to come, locked.<br />Internal wars, bleeding<br />one road, pure dreaming<br />another, logic screaming<br />in the end<br />human nature, won.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Light</span><br /><br />The gentle breeze<br />Muscles throbbing<br />Squinting seer<br />Destination, a state of mind<br />The mind has limits<br />Emotions curve,<br />Sight without vision,<br />Aimless walks<br />A random gesture,<br />A stranger smiles<br />Nature happens,<br />a bird flies<br />Mundane yet worthy,<br />Relaxed, now focusing<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Creative Avoidance</span><br /><br />What good is a path, <br />if you were never meant to follow it<br />What good is a destiny, <br />if you were never meant to write it<br />A realization, <br />its all in your hand<br />With determination, <br />grasp and understand<br />A concept so simple, <br />you get what you want<br />You work and you try, <br />then you try and you work<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">A branch away</span><br /><br />Light my abyss<br />my companions' flight<br />false things happened<br />my blindfolded life<br />a path of redemption<br />a fulfilling dimension<br />prospective exception<br />all doors must collide<br />the advent of an era<br />an inner demeanour<br />a revolution of the mind<br />down with teh illusions<br />out with the pure<br />engulf me, oh glory<br />with change, comes delight<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Trap</span><br /><br />find me the point of a world you cannot share<br />with every attempt to enunciate comes a fail<br />a powerful passion in my fiery depths awaits<br />you have the key to my own<br />now unleash the breeze<br />for it will uplift you <br />beyond the reach of earthly afflictionsArsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-60031038843070098042007-12-22T12:10:00.001-08:002008-01-08T01:11:02.960-08:00Eid MubarakEid Mubarak to everyone, I hope everyone had a pleasant vacation, I know i did.<br />I had a fun Eid, 3 days of fun ending in being sick at home with a Flu.<br />Watched Hitman and 40 Days of Night, loved Hitman, hated 40 Days of Night, one of the worst movies i've seen.<br />Just finished watching I am Legend, awesome movie, definitely a favourite, a bit too short though, more details about his day to day life and how he set up his home right at the very start would've been interesting. Playing cards at night while smoking Shisha is a great experience, can't believe i didnt try it before. I dont have much to say today, too tired.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-15019064779529370812007-12-16T00:54:00.000-08:002007-12-16T00:55:40.642-08:00Organised ChaosThe Organized random chaotic nature of the universe still sends me tripping for hours, almost as much as the humorously repetitive nature of humans.<br /><br />Everything can appear so random, like global warming, when it\s just an old boring stage of an old boring cycle, nothing new, move along. Humans are over dramatic, highly reactive, ungrateful t... wait, this isnt going anywhere..<br /><br />I've been hit by another spasm of lazy this week, over sleeping, doing nothing fruitful, so much for revising my math. guess i'll just suffer for the first while in university, i can live with that..<br />gonna go to university tomorrow to pay my fees. ahh music is very interesting, vocals really ruin it, telling you when to think what, what to feel when. I say all music should be non-vocal, like electronica, chill out, classical.. our brains and imagination are good enough to think what we feel, decide for ourselves, its a whole lot more stimulating, a whole lot many things...<br />cigars and red bull are amazing together.. enough for now, i have things to be done, oh yea, i kinda decided to fuck the grammatical/vocabulary integrity of this blog. boo-fucking-ya.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-13420831868149362312007-12-10T08:59:00.000-08:002008-02-02T03:04:56.340-08:00I am in LoveI had my math placement test at university today, it was a lot harder than i expected and i can definitely say i got owned.<br /><br />it was nothing unexpected though, since most of it was stuff i didn't take anyway. i had an awesome barbecue a few days ago, the best food i ever ate. the beautiful weather and nature added alot to the experience.<br /><br />I am totally in love, with nature, its unfaltering beauty, food, its sensational flavors, Portal, i fell in love with it again, it truly is an amazing game, one of a kind.<br />Chess, although i didn't play since my defeats with my uncle, i fall in love with it more and more everyday, as i see its relations and metaphors in real life and finally with Mathematics, truly otherworldly.<br /><br />I am currently trying to fix my life as i am my chess skills, rather than making strong moves into the right path and working hard on them, i am still at the stage where i am trying to avoid common mistakes and traps, fiends of my past. Like the first part of a chess game, we secure our position, set a path for the end game, for all of chess, like life, is leading to the 'end game'. Then comes the middle game, where you must strategize and plan strong moves that will guarantee a secure passage through the end game.<br />My shadow screams get a life, but i r happyz.<br /><br />Listening to Camel while in a car with open windows, and a driver going FAST is an awesome experience, specially after a long, tiring day.<br /><br />Naps are scary, they are like a drug, more enjoyable than a full nights sleep, yet time consuming and unproductive, my instinct tells me to stay awake, my eyes tell me to leave them alone and give in.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-48749234187833396972007-12-04T14:00:00.000-08:002007-12-11T06:27:11.999-08:00ih4xu<p>I wrote a post earlier and it got deleted, thanks to blogger, writing it again now.<br />I slept most of today, from 1am last night to 1pm this afternoon then slept again at 2pm because i was tired, and woke up at 7pm. I am kind of sick, bad stomach and headache and generally feeling weak. Took some meds, and feeling a bit better now, but still tired.</p><p><br />I played 3 games of chess with my uncle, he won them all, donno if he's too good or i am too bad..<br /></p><p>I am gonna buy a new soundsytem, had to decide whether to get an Onkyo or Yamaha 5.1+amp. Or logitech x-540+ XFI Xtreme sound card. Decided on the second for a few reasons that i am too lazy to mention here. Hopefully i'll have the moniz soon. </p><p>hmmm. kthxbai</p>Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-67992283448191620722007-12-01T02:11:00.000-08:002007-12-11T06:28:13.742-08:00Oh!I think the daily blogging was interrupted for a day or two, cant remember right.<br />I've been busy with a few things these days, hopefully the boring weekdays to come will be more blog-worthy.<br /><br />I had difficulty sleeping for the past 2 days.<br />Couldn't sleep till 6AM or 7AM. All because of that cup of coffee a few days ago. Sigh.<br /><br />I burned my mouth yesterday, was having lunch and ate those small potatoes that are grilled whole, in their skin and everything. Lets just say, it was a lot hotter than it looked. My mouth is now full of blisters and shit.<br /><br />I couldnt play chess for these past days...<br />Unfortunate.<br />I am going out in a bit, and can't make this into a regular sized post.<br /><better></better>Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-9139812674586159602007-11-28T15:34:00.000-08:002007-11-28T15:35:42.342-08:00Sleepy Awakening3:20 AM<br /><br />I am exhausted....<br />I shouldnt have been tempted into coffee, now I am really tired and cant sleep at all. Not nice.<br />This is like having a knight in a bad situation, you really want to get him out but he's stuck there, unusable.<br /><br />I am currently watching memento, very interesting movie, surprised I didnt watch it till now. Started reading a book, Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt. Seems like an interesting read, the first page was about how it sucks to be a wet catholic Irish child. mmmkay.<br />I really hate the fact that i cant find any good books to read, I cant finish a book if its not nice, discourages me from reading at all, makes me really picky. I tried reading this book 2 weeks ago; The Road, pseudo artsy piece of shit.<br /><br />Beautiful night, took some night photographs, my first successful ones. ever. There has been a lot of clouds these days, rain is finally coming our way.<br /><br />I learned a new word today "cacophony"<br />boo-ya, sorry about the useless post.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-67906893689171241762007-11-28T00:38:00.000-08:002007-11-28T01:24:16.905-08:00Afternoon MorningsJust had morning coffee for the first time in a very long time.I used to save coffee for times of need, so that my body doesn't develop any tolerance for it, but I really felt like drinking some coffee this morning.<br /><br />Yesterday's biking was the first one I hated, it was really windy, making it harder to pedal AND blowing sand into my eyes and face, so by the time I returned home, I could barely see or feel.Sad really, because this is the best weather in Dubai. I was happy again an hour later, after a relaxing hot bath followed by a jolting cold shower. Amazing way to recharge.<br /><br />Finally watched The Ten last night, definitely a movie I'd recommend, really entertaining watch. Lots of Homosexual references though, the writer might be gay. Still, all in all, a fun movie. I might finally watch The Kingdom, disappointing that I didnt get a chance to watch it in the Theatre when it was released, but I couldn't go when my friends went, and they couldnt go when I could. So, everyone but me managed to see it. An R5 with Russian audio has been released, so an English one should be due today.<br /><br />Been Adding a lot of Music to the Music post today.<br /><br />I am really in love with chess these days, been playing for hours daily. Once I feel potent enough, I'll start challenging friends and shit. We'll see.<br /><br />This is it for now.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-28048689732025832542007-11-27T01:59:00.000-08:002007-11-27T02:02:11.128-08:00LentiLazy.<br /><br />Exhausted.<br /><br />No idea why.<br /><br />This is forming.<br /><br />Into a very nice shape.<br /><br /><br />My physics test yesterday went as well as i expected it not to, around a third of it was stuff i never heard off, that i had to guess off, which is still decent, since its multiple choice, 25% chance off each guess.<br /><br />Been playing a lot of chess lately, on my computer. Chessmaster : Grandmaster Edition, i used to play the older version of this game 2 years ago, it has great tutorials, which i am going through now.<br /><br />I had a weird thing today, nothing was downloading....<br />everything i wanted has finished at night.<br />It was a weird feeling, this hasnt happened in around 2months.<br />But it didnt last for long, i set up my rss to auto-download some freeleech to seed, so its all busy again.<br /><br />When will people realise, that being miserable of your imperfection, rather than embracing it and recoiling better in your tough spots, is what forms a better person. probably never.<br /><br />I have a headache forming now, great.<br /><br />Ahh, I decided to slowly try to fix my grammer, spellings ,etc.<br />However, i am gonna do it all manually, with each post, I'll try to be more and more careful, but I will never use spell checkers or anything, the usual method of writing into Notepad, and Copy.Paste.<br /><br />Heroes was released today, too bad the High definition release was by Dimensions, one of the shittiest HD encoders, so I had to settle for the standard HDTV. Ah well, still not in the mood to watch though.<br />Watched some Ugly betty this morning, not a bad show for mornings. A dead son just returned as a very much alive daughter. Weird plot twist.<br /><br />I got the movie 'The Ten' yesterday, it seems interesting, a friend of mine saw it in a film festival and said it was worth a watch. I think its a limited release movie. Will check it out later tonight.<br /><br />The coming weekend is gonna be interesting, My uncle is coming to the country on Thursday, from Mordor. Woops, I meant abroad.<br />Then a friend's birthday later, should be entertaining. Friday is gonna be a regular friday, Prayer, Relaxing, maybe I'll go Biking again. And finally Saturday, still confidential, but if the person I am trying to organise it with doesnt fucking respond, then 3 people are gonna be disappointed. One, Sympathetic to the deflation of another.<br /><br />Haven't listened to any music today, but I will keep my Music post updated, with Music my (Winamp set to random) will turn up with.<br /><br />-end-Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-46027407840148770012007-11-26T00:24:00.000-08:002007-11-26T00:29:32.745-08:00Physics and MoviesI have a physics exam in 2 hours<br />half of it is gonna be from lessons from the year i skipped, the other half is from the stuff i took 3 years ago that i cant remember.<br />perfect.<br />i solved a sample paper, the only available on the university site, hoping for the best.<br />had a redbull and Mars chocolate, hyper as fuck now.<br />coding and scripting are awesome, a friend of mine just made a little application that watches a directory for a new .torrent file and a directory with the same name, extract the RARs and determine the tv show name and place it in the correct directory, fucking sweet. damn the scene for their rar'ing rules, i understand the need for them, but it feels retarded for a 180mb tv show, or 8gb+ HD movie or Game image. ah well, still thankful to the scene and its rigid rules, keeps shit together.<br />Witnessed a few nuke wars, fucking funny to watch. i doubt anyone reading this, if any, knows what the fuck a nuke war is. ah well.<br />Downloaded a few movies off the best HD tracker, that had freeleech for 2 straight days :D<br />:<br />The.Lord.Of.The.Rings.Return.Of.The.King.2003.720p.HDTV.x264-THOR<br />Batman.Begins.1080p.HDDVD.x264-ESiR<br />Ghost.Rider.Extended.Cut.2007.DVD5.720p.BluRay.x264-hV<br />Smoking.Aces.2007.720p.HDDVD.x264-ESiR<br />Memento.BDRip.DTS.5.1.720p.OAR.x264-LsE<br />Donnie.Darko.2001.720p.HDTV.x264-THOR<br />Gone.In.Sixty.Seconds.2000.DVD5.720p.BluRay.x264-REVEiLLE<br />Face.Off.1997.720p.Bluray.x264.PROPER.READNFO-PROGRESS<br />Vanilla.Sky.720p.AC3.5.1.x264-DiR<br /><br /><br />Already seen them all, except memento, but not in High Definition, so should be a fun watch.<br />Memento had good reviews on IMDB so it better be good.<br />The uaecommunity blog is becoming increasingly boring and irritating, whining has limits.<br />I need decent speakers, my Technics Headphones recently broke, which fucking stinks, theyr still functioning properly, but one of the earphones got dislocated a bit, so i have to fix it , wear it, then when i remove it , its fucked again, not urgent, but decently needed.<br /><br /><br />DJ Tiesto\Best_of_the_Djs_vol.3_-_Dj_Tiesto_-_The_Magikan_(3_cd's)\Cd3\06_dj_tiesto-sparkles_magikal_radio_edit-2db.mp3<br />is a great song, ah crap, should put that in the music post.<br /><br />This is it for now, i think, still considering making the 'blog' with proper grammar, punctuation ,capitalization n shit, but donno, sounds boring... typing freely into notepad is a privelage i love.<br /><br />alright then. later.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-2421435896486253742007-11-25T09:51:00.001-08:002008-09-27T04:11:54.534-07:00MusicI will add songs I like whenever they play. (if anyone wants any of those songs, tell me in comments)<br /><br />Balearic Bill - Destination Sunshine (DJ Tiesto Dub Remix)<br />Yahel - Voyage<br />Finished Symphony - Hybrid.mp3<br />DJ Tiesto - Sparkles (Magikal Radio Edit)<br />Dream Dance Alliance - Piano<br />Scoop - Wings Of Love (Original Club Mix)<br />Darude - Rush<br />Hilltop Hoods - The Nosebleed Section<br />Humate Love Stimulation (Paul Van Dyk Remix)<br />Hybrid - Airless<br />Mo Do - Einz Swei Polizei (funny vocals, but cool song)<br />Daft Punk - Da Funk (gotta love that fucking bass)<br />Madeleine Peyroux - Between the Bars ( i know its a fucking cover)<br />Energy 52 - Cafe del Mar<br />Nobuo Uematsu - To Zanarkand<br />Supermode - Tell me why<br />Scotty feat. MC Sherlock - Insomnia 2006<br />Debussy, Claude - Arabesque No. 1<br />Pirates Of The Caribbean Jack's Suite (Paul Oakenfold Mix)<br />Sakin and friends - For the love of a princess (Scott Project Radio Mix)<br />Oasis - Wonderwall<br />The Drill - The Drill<br />PPK - Resurrection<br />Yui Makino - Clair de Lune (from 'Suite Bergamasque')<br />DJ Machine at wallringtunnel - 7 days 1 week 2006(DJ Brush time tunnel 11 radio mix)<br />Dj Carbunk1e - solitude (anime remix)<br />Kyau and Albert - Are You Fine<br />Twisted Society - killer.mp3<br />Armin - Communication<br />Clint Mansell (Featuring Kronos Quartet) - Summer Overture.mp3<br />Airless - Hybrid<br />Dj Tiesto - Olympic Flame<br />Michael Andrews Feat. Gary Jules - Mad World<br />Familiar Faces - Mad World<br />Craig Armstrong - As if you said nothing<br />Felix - Dont you want me<br />Diving Faces - Liquid child<br />Paul Vinitsky - Iron tyskhra remix<br />Ghostcauldron - Look back see forward<br />DJ Sammy and Yanou featuring Do - Heaven<br />Oceanlab - Sirens of the Sea (Kyau vs Albert Vocal Mix)<br />Paul Vinitsky - Irony (Tsykhra Remix)<br />Tilt - The world doesnt know<br />Ron van Beuken - Timeless<br />Carlos - The Silmarilia<br />Groove coverage - 7 years and 50 days<br />Olive - You're not alone<br />Synergy - Hello Strings<br />DJ Carbunk1e - Solitude<br />Leon Bolier - Ocean Drive Boulevard<br />Moby - Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad (Ferry Corsten Remix)<br />Velure - Words to speak<br />8Bit - Pseudoacoustic Day<br />Rune - Calabria<br />Secret Garden - Heartstrings<br />DJ Dean - Kick Da Bass (Ampire Remix)<br />Daft Punk vs Robbie Rivera - One More Time<br />Infected Mushroom - Pletztubra<br />Gigi D'agostino - La Passion<br />Gigi D'agostino - Baci & Abbaracci<br />Gigi D'agostino - L'Amour Toujours<br />DJ Tiesto - A tear in the open<br />ATB - Timeless<br />Paul Oakenfold & Amoebassasin - Get out of my life now<br />Hanz Zimmer & Lisa Gerrard - Now we are free<br />Neneh Cherry - Somedays<br />Frank Raven - Friends (Pulsedriver Remix)<br />Johan Gielen - Show me what you got<br />Planet Perfecto - Bullet in the gun<br />Ziggy X - Free your mind<br />The Legion of Doom - At your funeral for a friend (saves the day vs funeral for a friend)<br />Tiesto - Elements of Life<br />Richard Durand - Ledged up<br />Milk Inc. - Walk On Water<br />Ian Van Dahl - Castles In The Sky<br />Peter Martijn Wijnia pres majesta - Not the end (Tom Colontonio remix)<br />Aly and Fila - Key of life (original mix)<br />Butterflies && Hurricanes<br />Pulsedriver - Vagabonds (Live @ Dp Mix)<br />Nobuo Uematsu - The Oath<br />Megu Wakakusa - Omoi, Afureta<br />Keramick and Lobo - Somewhere in between<br />Unleashed - Zeropoint (keygen)<br />Mary Mcdowell - May it be<br />Paul Oakenfold - Jazzy Vibe<br />Springbreak - Big Bad Love<br />Infected Mushroom - Cities of the future<br />Infected Mushroom - Converting vegetarians<br />Infected Mushroom - Before<br />Infected Mushroom - Illuminaughty<br />Infected Mushroom - Coolio (astrix remix)<br />Minimalistix - Close cover<br />Oliver Koletzki - Der Mückenschwarm (Dominik Eulberg Remix)<br />Marcus Schossow - Mr white<br />DiGERATi - FontLab Studio 5.0crk.XM<br />Cowboy bebop - Mellow Progression (Animeremix)<br />Thomas Newman - Any Other Name<br />Cascada - miracle<br />Deep Voices - your picture<br />DJ Tiesto - Magik Journey<br />ATB - Desperate religion<br />Aurora - Ordinary World<br />Dht Feat. Edmee - Someone [Furious F Ez Remix]<br />IIO - Rapture<br />Infected Mushroom - Meduzz<br />Bang Bang - Inside<br />DJ Shog - Another World<br />Minimalistix - Close Cover<br />Tenchi Universe - MournFul Heart (Animeremix)<br />Micha Moor - space (rocco and bass t remix)<br />Linkin Park - Session<br />Tunnel Allstars - Das boot (TJ)<br />Velure - Words to speak<br />Apollo - In my dreams<br />Manian - Turn the tides<br />Noir - Corsican Trance Disco Ninjas<br />Nujabs & Fat Jon - mystline<br />Nujabs & Fat Jon - Aruarian dance<br />Public Enemy - He got game<br />Va sensation White 2005 CD1<br />Art Of Trance - Easter Island (cygnus X Mix)<br />Lasgo - Something<br />Nexus - NexXxuS Paradize<br />Daft Punk - Aerodynamic (Daft Punk Remix)<br />Wavetraxx - nightshift<br />Oliva - Your not alone<br />Akyra - Thru Me<br />Babel OST - Deportation Iguazu<br />Filterfunk - Message In A Bottle [Delano & Crockett Remix]<br />Tiesto - Athena<br />Wayne jan and scarlet - Time stood stil<br />Steven Angello and Sebastian Ingrosso - Umbrella<br />Mono - Silicone<br />Daft Punk - Something about us<br />Powerface - Imagine Yourself (Megara vs Dj Lee Remix)<br />Charlie Clouser - Zepp Overature<br />Deadly Avenger - Artisan<br />dj_wout_-_mastermind<br />Mick McAuley and Winifred Horan - A Daisy In December<br />Moby- Why Does My Heart-Ferry Corsten Mix<br />The Vagabond<br />Gorillaz - November Has Come<br />faithless-mass_destruction-esc<br />Heaven Scent - Bedrock<br />dj_merlin_and_dj_c-base_-_no_alternative<br />Tomcraft - Loneliness<br />Ronald Van Gelderen - Brightness (Original Mix)<br />fred_baker_presents_odyssey_-_magic_pad<br />2pac-runnin'_(dying_to_live)(ft._the_notorious_b.i.g.<br />[02] Sensation White 2006<br />Ferry_Corsten_-_System_F_-_Out_of_The_Blue<br />Jay Alansky - Shrink<br />Paul Oakenfold - Perfecto Fluoro - CD 1 - 02 - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence (Ryuchi Sakamoto)<br />Gabriel & Dresden - Dust in the Wind<br />2pac-i_ain't_mad_at_phone<br />Air - Casanova 70<br />gwen_stefani-what_you_waiting_for_(club_junkies_mix)<br />Final Fantasy X-2 - 1000 No Kotoba (piano)<br />Dj Liquid - I close my eyes (techno trance remix)<br />Benjamin Bates - Locked<br />muse - apocalypse please<br />muse - bliss<br />Paul Oakenfold - Starry Eyed Surprise<br /><span style="text-decoration: underline;"></span><br />ville valo and natalia avelon - summer wine<br />TAkeshi Kobayashi - Ether tune<br />Tupac - crooked nigga too<br />Rank 1 - Airwave<br />monsieur louis - danse de cygnes (radio mix)<br />Santana Feat. Eric Clapton - The Calling<br />keramick and lobo - blind light<br />Darude - Feel The Beat <br />nobuo uematsu - black water<br />t. parker - mighy quinn (turbo_mix)<br />Paul Oakenfold Vs Africa Bambaataa & The Soul Sonic Force - Planet Rock (Swordfish Mix)<br />Dj carbunk1e -DarkProphecy<br />emerald singers - kayama <br />Kronos Quartet Performs Philip Glass - String Quartet No.2 <br />kan cold - restart (extended mix) <br />Atb - a dream about you<br />barthezz - on the move<br />Gaia - 4 ElementsArsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com23tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-19981522083227492592007-11-24T10:13:00.000-08:002007-11-26T00:30:58.368-08:00iIrony; Wishing and being afraid of ignorance at the same time,for it is true, ignorance is bliss.<br /><br />Why is it that when our minds are nearly exploding with thoughts, we implode instead, keeping it all inside, suffering.<br />Perhaps a defense mechanism, for those around us, everyone hates emos. The ones who do explode, we have a name for them. some call them outgoing, some call them attention whores.<br />in the end, its all about our intentions.<br /><br />Music sure is interesting, even more so, its effect<br />emotion stirring, thought provoking, instigating unknown feelings, so i shall spare my notepad.<br /><br />Self elitists are so fucking irritating, sadder is their integral belief that they are elite.I W O U L D K N O W.<br />they are everywhere, some media sadly further encourages them to double their attitude with vehemence. a prime example would be the internet.<br />a most cureious creation.<br />one word can come close to describing it; behemoth. probably the most powerful invention of the century, ever growing, ever expanding.<br />information overflowing in the underwater pipes, the lengths of fibers.<br />the scary assortment of the most organised and most random sequences of useless to inforamation we cant live without.<br />G o o G l e , statistics speak for it, millions use it daily, its minimalism most impressive, yet its internals utilising most complex and advanced protocols, hardware, and most important of all, coding.<br /><br /><br />If your reading this, whoever you are, then i am currently thinking of sharing this as i write, which serves no point, random blabbings as i once called this type of random typing into notepad.<br /><br />Typing is strangely satisfying, the sound of the keystrokes, low in the mystic beats of my random play on winamp. my mind at a rare peace, the house empty, thoughts flying, chess in mind, for some reason, a random song i didnt hear in a very long time "lost guide" , hope i can find it somewhere, didnt find it on my pc.<br /><br />Slowly, this could be turning into a blog entry, a new type of blogging, just for the sake of it, consisting of FTP and .txts. lal.<br /><br />ive been delving deeper and deeper into The scene, warez, piracy, the more i find about it, the more i am amazed by it, the intricate infrastructure, the strict protocols, the dedication of its members, the enthusiasm of its following, definitely awe-inspiring.<br /><br />The sunset and moon were equally beautiful yesterday, the 23d. Beautiful round red sun, fading into the distance, the equally round, full moon, with its visible imperfections, increasing its beauty, the gentle cold breeze brushing against my bald head. definitely peacefully fulfilling. with every passing day, i fall more and more in love with nature and minimalism, dreaming of a solitary life in the wild, private island, middle of the desert, waterfalls, jungles, would be nice to live alone or with a loved one while they last.<br />the loved ones, and the nature.<br /><br />i wonder if this is all out of boredom,loneliness or the aforementioned near implosion.<br /><br />who knows.<br />who cares.<br /><br />watched the matrix trilogy this week, definitely a movie i love, like most great movies, it has a love/hate following. some call it genius, others blasphemous.again<br /><br />who knows.<br />who cares.<br /><br />it is entertaining, thought evoking,... i cant do this, everytime i try to describe a movie or game or song, i remember amazing reviews ive read, particularily the one on imdb for lost in translation, had it saved somewhere, will post it later. if i decide to ever post this offcource.<br /><br />edit : this is the review.<br />http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0335266/usercomments<b><br />Breathtaking and beautiful - improves on second viewing</b>, <small>7 December 2003</small><br /><img alt="10/10" src="http://i.imdb.com/images/showtimes/100.gif" height="12" width="102" /><br /><small>Author:</small> <a href="http://www.imdb.com/user/ur2037219/comments">moviefan08 (moviefan08@yahoo.com)</a><br /><br />colors are amazing, i can stare infront of me with a hollow gaze for a long time, just taking it all in, the digital vibrance of my screen, the beautiful contrast of the horizon, everyday objects, cars, life flowing.<br /><br />this is it for this session, i still cant let everything inside me out, whether to a person, or a secret diary. my secrets are mine, i have proven it to myself on many occasions.<br /><br />a reminder : i fucking love minimalism, i hope its portrayed in the above, my latest change, clothing, writing, talking, attitude. hope.<br /><br />hej da -1<br />i crack me up. (hej da(however the fuck its spelled, is hello, i think, if i remember ikea right) and -1 implies the inverse of whats before it, so yea, ha ha.)<br /><br />.. a few minutes later, i opened notepad again.<br /><br />i have this thing in my nature, where i cant fully enjoy something if i dont share it, this extreme urge to share what i love, be it a movie, song or book, even an idea. i just have to know that someone else enjoyed it.<br /><br />i am off.<br /><br />reminder 2 : grammar, punctuation and sense were not checked. this is probably full of crap.<br /><br />reminder 3 : decided i am too lazy to set up the ftp/txt shit, when i already have an idle blog.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-14318150002212452192007-03-31T05:51:00.000-07:002008-11-13T03:32:59.898-08:00A cloudy day<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_yHmsd3amXko/Rg5aNsmc23I/AAAAAAAAADY/4Pc_IjNaSV0/s1600-h/DSC08212.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_yHmsd3amXko/Rg5aNsmc23I/AAAAAAAAADY/4Pc_IjNaSV0/s320/DSC08212.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5048071423686138738" /></a>Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-54375663912245031322007-03-15T12:48:00.000-07:002007-03-15T12:53:16.046-07:00Awannah!Since the creation of <a href="http://awannah.blogspot.com/">Awannah!</a> , I've been focusing all my blogging on it. So I'll only leave personal stuff here, so if ur looking forward to my 'interesting posts' just head over to Awannah! , My fellow members there are all proficient Bloggers and would certainly provide the fun read you seek.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-57720439753772018682007-03-11T09:58:00.000-07:002007-03-12T03:20:25.667-07:00EcstasyDreams of eternal coexistence<br />Tales of things weve done<br />Meditating to re-live the fun<br />Wishes of inspirational beauty<br />Intensified to the point of 1<br />Could it be achieved?<br />Aacceptance ,no disbelief<br />Caught u staring for a moment,<br />Died and was reborn a thousand times<br /><br />my very first poem :OArsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4675153477087655404.post-2039372841700762282007-02-27T15:14:00.000-08:002008-11-13T03:33:00.113-08:00InsomniaIve been very busy this past week, with all my school work and interests that i had no time whatsoever to blog, and to top it all, ive been suffering from Insomnia. been awake for around 5 days now, only managed to sleep a few hours yesterday after a tiring school picnic and outing afterwards.<br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_yHmsd3amXko/ReS95H1EIjI/AAAAAAAAABo/6x-AvKrbbfw/s1600-h/insomnia+v3.22.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_yHmsd3amXko/ReS95H1EIjI/AAAAAAAAABo/6x-AvKrbbfw/s320/insomnia+v3.22.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5036359072358867506" border="0" /></a><br /><br /> For those who dont know, Insomnia is the inability to sleep for a reasonable period of time, or at all. There are different types of Insomnia, caused by different or no reasons. Some of the common causes of Insomnia are pain, fear, paranoia or stimulants.<br /><br /> For those of you who never experienced Insomnia, consider yourselves very fucking lucky.Arsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08551326847508172772noreply@blogger.com0