Update

I've been having a very busy and tiring week.. thus the lack of posts, going out, cs tournaments, sleeping. barely keeping up with myself, let alone keeping YOU up.

Watched Death Sentence 2 days ago or so in the cinema, not a bad action movie, half decent story, but the last 20minutes wouldnt have been out of place in a malbari action movie.

I re-discovered this awesome song by Tiesto, Olympic something, forgot its name, will check later when on pc, and add to Music.
Maybe i'll write a poem later tonight, just for the sake of it.

I've been playing counter strike in European servers today, with some friends who live there, and some guys in Dubai, ~130ping, which is good enough to place decently, gaining a lot of experience from scrimming there, fun shit. maybe i'll be joining some cups soon.

The weather today was really nice, finally a bit of cold and clouds after a week of intense sun and heat. i enjoyed cycling around in the cold wearing nothing but shorts and a t-shirt.

My university is gonna start really soon, less than a month now.
Orientation and some events throughout the month. Cant say i am excited, but i am looking forward to this new atmosphere. The studies seem to be awfully tedious. that sucks. Specially the first year, which is common for all Engineering majors.

I now have a new email address, wee.
finally decided my old one was too long, and made a new one, will be using both though. since all my accounts are registered on the old one, too much of a bother to change everything.
but i will be idling on msn with the new one.

Double Alexandrian Apple is .....
fucking phenomenal..

Thats it for now, BAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!eleven

Edit : Wrote and posted a new Poem, i think its my worst yet. Click here

Edit 2 : Came across this poem i saw online and loved :
"I am lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know your hurt too but what else can we do.
Tormented and torn apart"

Edit 3 : It turns out the above lines are from a song "All out of love" by Air Supply

Eid Mubarak

Eid Mubarak to everyone, I hope everyone had a pleasant vacation, I know i did.
I had a fun Eid, 3 days of fun ending in being sick at home with a Flu.
Watched Hitman and 40 Days of Night, loved Hitman, hated 40 Days of Night, one of the worst movies i've seen.
Just finished watching I am Legend, awesome movie, definitely a favourite, a bit too short though, more details about his day to day life and how he set up his home right at the very start would've been interesting. Playing cards at night while smoking Shisha is a great experience, can't believe i didnt try it before. I dont have much to say today, too tired.

Sleepy Awakening

3:20 AM

I am exhausted....
I shouldnt have been tempted into coffee, now I am really tired and cant sleep at all. Not nice.
This is like having a knight in a bad situation, you really want to get him out but he's stuck there, unusable.

I am currently watching memento, very interesting movie, surprised I didnt watch it till now. Started reading a book, Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt. Seems like an interesting read, the first page was about how it sucks to be a wet catholic Irish child. mmmkay.
I really hate the fact that i cant find any good books to read, I cant finish a book if its not nice, discourages me from reading at all, makes me really picky. I tried reading this book 2 weeks ago; The Road, pseudo artsy piece of shit.

Beautiful night, took some night photographs, my first successful ones. ever. There has been a lot of clouds these days, rain is finally coming our way.

I learned a new word today "cacophony"
boo-ya, sorry about the useless post.

Lenti

Lazy.

Exhausted.

No idea why.

This is forming.

Into a very nice shape.


My physics test yesterday went as well as i expected it not to, around a third of it was stuff i never heard off, that i had to guess off, which is still decent, since its multiple choice, 25% chance off each guess.

Been playing a lot of chess lately, on my computer. Chessmaster : Grandmaster Edition, i used to play the older version of this game 2 years ago, it has great tutorials, which i am going through now.

I had a weird thing today, nothing was downloading....
everything i wanted has finished at night.
It was a weird feeling, this hasnt happened in around 2months.
But it didnt last for long, i set up my rss to auto-download some freeleech to seed, so its all busy again.

When will people realise, that being miserable of your imperfection, rather than embracing it and recoiling better in your tough spots, is what forms a better person. probably never.

I have a headache forming now, great.

Ahh, I decided to slowly try to fix my grammer, spellings ,etc.
However, i am gonna do it all manually, with each post, I'll try to be more and more careful, but I will never use spell checkers or anything, the usual method of writing into Notepad, and Copy.Paste.

Heroes was released today, too bad the High definition release was by Dimensions, one of the shittiest HD encoders, so I had to settle for the standard HDTV. Ah well, still not in the mood to watch though.
Watched some Ugly betty this morning, not a bad show for mornings. A dead son just returned as a very much alive daughter. Weird plot twist.

I got the movie 'The Ten' yesterday, it seems interesting, a friend of mine saw it in a film festival and said it was worth a watch. I think its a limited release movie. Will check it out later tonight.

The coming weekend is gonna be interesting, My uncle is coming to the country on Thursday, from Mordor. Woops, I meant abroad.
Then a friend's birthday later, should be entertaining. Friday is gonna be a regular friday, Prayer, Relaxing, maybe I'll go Biking again. And finally Saturday, still confidential, but if the person I am trying to organise it with doesnt fucking respond, then 3 people are gonna be disappointed. One, Sympathetic to the deflation of another.

Haven't listened to any music today, but I will keep my Music post updated, with Music my (Winamp set to random) will turn up with.

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Physics and Movies

I have a physics exam in 2 hours
half of it is gonna be from lessons from the year i skipped, the other half is from the stuff i took 3 years ago that i cant remember.
perfect.
i solved a sample paper, the only available on the university site, hoping for the best.
had a redbull and Mars chocolate, hyper as fuck now.
coding and scripting are awesome, a friend of mine just made a little application that watches a directory for a new .torrent file and a directory with the same name, extract the RARs and determine the tv show name and place it in the correct directory, fucking sweet. damn the scene for their rar'ing rules, i understand the need for them, but it feels retarded for a 180mb tv show, or 8gb+ HD movie or Game image. ah well, still thankful to the scene and its rigid rules, keeps shit together.
Witnessed a few nuke wars, fucking funny to watch. i doubt anyone reading this, if any, knows what the fuck a nuke war is. ah well.
Downloaded a few movies off the best HD tracker, that had freeleech for 2 straight days :D
:
The.Lord.Of.The.Rings.Return.Of.The.King.2003.720p.HDTV.x264-THOR
Batman.Begins.1080p.HDDVD.x264-ESiR
Ghost.Rider.Extended.Cut.2007.DVD5.720p.BluRay.x264-hV
Smoking.Aces.2007.720p.HDDVD.x264-ESiR
Memento.BDRip.DTS.5.1.720p.OAR.x264-LsE
Donnie.Darko.2001.720p.HDTV.x264-THOR
Gone.In.Sixty.Seconds.2000.DVD5.720p.BluRay.x264-REVEiLLE
Face.Off.1997.720p.Bluray.x264.PROPER.READNFO-PROGRESS
Vanilla.Sky.720p.AC3.5.1.x264-DiR


Already seen them all, except memento, but not in High Definition, so should be a fun watch.
Memento had good reviews on IMDB so it better be good.
The uaecommunity blog is becoming increasingly boring and irritating, whining has limits.
I need decent speakers, my Technics Headphones recently broke, which fucking stinks, theyr still functioning properly, but one of the earphones got dislocated a bit, so i have to fix it , wear it, then when i remove it , its fucked again, not urgent, but decently needed.


DJ Tiesto\Best_of_the_Djs_vol.3_-_Dj_Tiesto_-_The_Magikan_(3_cd's)\Cd3\06_dj_tiesto-sparkles_magikal_radio_edit-2db.mp3
is a great song, ah crap, should put that in the music post.

This is it for now, i think, still considering making the 'blog' with proper grammar, punctuation ,capitalization n shit, but donno, sounds boring... typing freely into notepad is a privelage i love.

alright then. later.

i

Irony; Wishing and being afraid of ignorance at the same time,for it is true, ignorance is bliss.

Why is it that when our minds are nearly exploding with thoughts, we implode instead, keeping it all inside, suffering.
Perhaps a defense mechanism, for those around us, everyone hates emos. The ones who do explode, we have a name for them. some call them outgoing, some call them attention whores.
in the end, its all about our intentions.

Music sure is interesting, even more so, its effect
emotion stirring, thought provoking, instigating unknown feelings, so i shall spare my notepad.

Self elitists are so fucking irritating, sadder is their integral belief that they are elite.I W O U L D K N O W.
they are everywhere, some media sadly further encourages them to double their attitude with vehemence. a prime example would be the internet.
a most cureious creation.
one word can come close to describing it; behemoth. probably the most powerful invention of the century, ever growing, ever expanding.
information overflowing in the underwater pipes, the lengths of fibers.
the scary assortment of the most organised and most random sequences of useless to inforamation we cant live without.
G o o G l e , statistics speak for it, millions use it daily, its minimalism most impressive, yet its internals utilising most complex and advanced protocols, hardware, and most important of all, coding.


If your reading this, whoever you are, then i am currently thinking of sharing this as i write, which serves no point, random blabbings as i once called this type of random typing into notepad.

Typing is strangely satisfying, the sound of the keystrokes, low in the mystic beats of my random play on winamp. my mind at a rare peace, the house empty, thoughts flying, chess in mind, for some reason, a random song i didnt hear in a very long time "lost guide" , hope i can find it somewhere, didnt find it on my pc.

Slowly, this could be turning into a blog entry, a new type of blogging, just for the sake of it, consisting of FTP and .txts. lal.

ive been delving deeper and deeper into The scene, warez, piracy, the more i find about it, the more i am amazed by it, the intricate infrastructure, the strict protocols, the dedication of its members, the enthusiasm of its following, definitely awe-inspiring.

The sunset and moon were equally beautiful yesterday, the 23d. Beautiful round red sun, fading into the distance, the equally round, full moon, with its visible imperfections, increasing its beauty, the gentle cold breeze brushing against my bald head. definitely peacefully fulfilling. with every passing day, i fall more and more in love with nature and minimalism, dreaming of a solitary life in the wild, private island, middle of the desert, waterfalls, jungles, would be nice to live alone or with a loved one while they last.
the loved ones, and the nature.

i wonder if this is all out of boredom,loneliness or the aforementioned near implosion.

who knows.
who cares.

watched the matrix trilogy this week, definitely a movie i love, like most great movies, it has a love/hate following. some call it genius, others blasphemous.again

who knows.
who cares.

it is entertaining, thought evoking,... i cant do this, everytime i try to describe a movie or game or song, i remember amazing reviews ive read, particularily the one on imdb for lost in translation, had it saved somewhere, will post it later. if i decide to ever post this offcource.

edit : this is the review.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0335266/usercomments
Breathtaking and beautiful - improves on second viewing, 7 December 2003

Author: moviefan08 (moviefan08@yahoo.com)

colors are amazing, i can stare infront of me with a hollow gaze for a long time, just taking it all in, the digital vibrance of my screen, the beautiful contrast of the horizon, everyday objects, cars, life flowing.

this is it for this session, i still cant let everything inside me out, whether to a person, or a secret diary. my secrets are mine, i have proven it to myself on many occasions.

a reminder : i fucking love minimalism, i hope its portrayed in the above, my latest change, clothing, writing, talking, attitude. hope.

hej da -1
i crack me up. (hej da(however the fuck its spelled, is hello, i think, if i remember ikea right) and -1 implies the inverse of whats before it, so yea, ha ha.)

.. a few minutes later, i opened notepad again.

i have this thing in my nature, where i cant fully enjoy something if i dont share it, this extreme urge to share what i love, be it a movie, song or book, even an idea. i just have to know that someone else enjoyed it.

i am off.

reminder 2 : grammar, punctuation and sense were not checked. this is probably full of crap.

reminder 3 : decided i am too lazy to set up the ftp/txt shit, when i already have an idle blog.